Tuesday, September 29, 2009

If only I could keep my head on straight

I feel like I've been running around here like a chicken with my head cut off for the past couple of weeks. It's really unnerving.

I don't really HAVE the time to be sitting here writing this, but I'm TAKING the time, because I absolutely need it to save myself from a mental break down.

I realized last night that Shedrick would be 23 today, and I wasn't quite sure if I should be happy, or sad.

But I made it a happy day. Because I can't stand to be sad. And we had a lot of good times.
We were what I like to call 'unconventional' friends. Because no one would have ever guessed that two people so UNlike would have gotten along as well as we did.

So Happy Birthday. We love and miss you very much. There isn't a day that goes by that you don't cross my mind.

Here's to all the memories and I hope to see you again one day ♥


Mr O said...


Thanks for posting this. I feel like you put the words really well.

Lisa Anne said...

Great tribute post!! I'm glad you turned a sad day into a happy one. and good for you to take time out for your blog. I think blogging is a great way to release your stresses and just vent.

come see my halloween spooktacular if you have chance. You might smile. or not. lol